“Having to fully dress and walk the dogs out at distance to make sure no more messes happen in the next hour because I no longer have the privacy of my own yard.
‘And we were grate-ful…'”
“Having to fully dress and walk the dogs out at distance to make sure no more messes happen in the next hour because I no longer have the privacy of my own yard.
‘And we were grate-ful…'”
“Then I get angry at 5:30am when my wolf pees on the floor, making the unit reek, and I have to mop it up.
I am just so fed up with this cortisol emergency jag treadmill”
“I am bolt-wide awake at 5am.”
I wish you were here…
I look forward to seeing you, again.
Response: “I hear you and your complaint has been filed.”
“A good gardening afternoon.”
“I’m not depressed – but longterm vexed.”
While they sifted for meaning, she sought for the source.
“It’s still there…
Telling us that we must be less than what we are, to be loved.”
“Well, I cannot think that you both deserve less than each other…”
“Yep! Got me groovin’ – and then my hypervigilance smoothed, and I am now able to fall asleep.
In other words, it broke my mind-locked loop so that I can now shift phases.”
“On a piece of dirt.”
(Gardening labor’s bliss)
“Everything is just work…toil…effort…struggle…!”
She could also play “cat and mouse…”
“No matter what you do, you can’t get the pieces together?”
(As a precious bag of dog food rips open as lifted from the shopàping cart…)
“Working on ‘problems,’ waiting for my love to come home…”